I am at a crisis point at work. I don't believe I can take the stress of driving a school bus much longer. Having the safety of other people's children in my hands is really stressing me out. And also, the behavior of said children is the worst. They are loud and won't stay in … Continue reading Stressing Out At Work
I have not written here in a while. In fact, I have not written on any of my blogs for a while. I just haven't had anything to say about faith, diet, or music. I am not even sure I have anything to say right now, but, here I am. This post may sound more … Continue reading Love And An End to Loneliness
I spent several years "addicted" to pornography and masturbation, drinking too much, eating too much, and many other indulgences. And I spent many years (those same years) praying for deliverance to seemingly deaf ears. I was so afraid that the Lord hated me because of my bad habits and that I would end up in … Continue reading Take Hold of Grace and Embrace Your Righteousness
I can't believe how back and forth I still am. One day I am confident in my faith, strong, full of light. Then a day, or days, or weeks, maybe even months, I find my self in a foul mood, skeptical about everyone and everything, and sometimes generally hating life, and wishing mine was over. … Continue reading Double Minded & Unstable
TV shows have been my escape from reality for as long as I can remember. But the TV shows I watch are total fantasy. Nothing about them is realistic, and that's the way I like it. Shows like the Brady Bunch, The Cosby Show, and now Black-ish have been some of my favorites because they … Continue reading My Life vs. TV Fantasy
Sometimes things just don't work out it seems. I put a lot of time and money into getting my bike up and running again. I even put on a new exhaust system to give it a little rumble when I'm going down the road. Everything was going great and then, I lose the only key … Continue reading Locked Out
In 2008, I got my first motorcycle. I still have it today. Back then I had some different ideas about faith and how to develop it, and how to use it. I thought it was something to be exercised (and maybe it is) and to be used like money to get "stuff." And I thought … Continue reading Faith
