School Bus Driver No More

I have been driving a school bus for the last 11 months. It is the first job I have held since my back surgery in 2010. It started out okay. I learned my route and was doing okay until one day last week, the first day back in fact, from the Christmas holidays. I had... Continue Reading →

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Stressing Out At Work

I am at a crisis point at work. I don't believe I can take the stress of driving a school bus much longer. Having the safety of other people's children in my hands is really stressing me out. And also, the behavior of said children is the worst. They are loud and won't stay in... Continue Reading →

Love And An End to Loneliness

I have not written here in a while. In fact, I have not written on any of my blogs for a while. I just haven't had anything to say about faith, diet, or music. I am not even sure I have anything to say right now, but, here I am. This post may sound more... Continue Reading →

Double Minded & Unstable

I can't believe how back and forth I still am. One day I am confident in my faith, strong, full of light. Then a day, or days, or weeks, maybe even months, I find my self in a foul mood, skeptical about everyone and everything, and sometimes generally hating life, and wishing mine was over.... Continue Reading →

My Life vs. TV Fantasy

TV shows have been my escape from reality for as long as I can remember. But the TV shows I watch are total fantasy. Nothing about them is realistic, and that's the way I like it. Shows like the Brady Bunch, The Cosby Show, and now Black-ish have been some of my favorites because they... Continue Reading →

Locked Out

Sometimes things just don't work out it seems. I put a lot of time and money into getting my bike up and running again. I even put on a new exhaust system to give it a little rumble when I'm going down the road. Everything was going great and then, I lose the only key... Continue Reading →

Faith

In 2008, I got my first motorcycle. I still have it today. Back then I had some different ideas about faith and how to develop it, and how to use it. I thought it was something to be exercised (and maybe it is) and to be used like money to get "stuff." And I thought... Continue Reading →

My Better World

I just read one of my journal entries made on this day 4 years ago. It was pretty dark. My mom had just past away. The entry was entitled, "Worlds." I probably posted the same entry on this blog somewhere, if anyone is interested in searching for it. My world isn't much different now than... Continue Reading →

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