Love is the Greatest & He Loves You
I spent several years "addicted" to pornography and masturbation, drinking too much, eating too much, and many other indulgences. And I spent many years (those same years) praying for deliverance to seemingly deaf ears. I was so afraid that the Lord hated me because of my bad habits and that I would end up in... Continue Reading →
I can't believe how back and forth I still am. One day I am confident in my faith, strong, full of light. Then a day, or days, or weeks, maybe even months, I find my self in a foul mood, skeptical about everyone and everything, and sometimes generally hating life, and wishing mine was over.... Continue Reading →
TV shows have been my escape from reality for as long as I can remember. But the TV shows I watch are total fantasy. Nothing about them is realistic, and that's the way I like it. Shows like the Brady Bunch, The Cosby Show, and now Black-ish have been some of my favorites because they... Continue Reading →
In 2008, I got my first motorcycle. I still have it today. Back then I had some different ideas about faith and how to develop it, and how to use it. I thought it was something to be exercised (and maybe it is) and to be used like money to get "stuff." And I thought... Continue Reading →
I just read one of my journal entries made on this day 4 years ago. It was pretty dark. My mom had just past away. The entry was entitled, "Worlds." I probably posted the same entry on this blog somewhere, if anyone is interested in searching for it. My world isn't much different now than... Continue Reading →
I have spent the last couple of months learning to be a school bus driver. That's why it has been a month since my last post. I have been pretty busy. It is a fun job but there has been a hazard for me, germs. Little kids seem to carry a lot of germs. I'm... Continue Reading →
Not A Universalist I know that in a lot of my post it may sound like I might be. Perhaps I am a hopeful universalist. That means my hope is that somehow, someway, God can and will convince every person who has ever lived to accept his love and grace. Is that so wrong? Why... Continue Reading →
This is one of my journal entries from 6 years ago, 2012. I still feel the same way today. I have provided a link to the article I referenced. Give it a read. Let me know what you think about it. Growing In the Spirit - Jan 29, 2012 I just finished reading an article... Continue Reading →
I don’t know what I feel anymore. And I guess feelings aren’t everything. I have had beliefs and I’ve had my beliefs change when I learn something new, or realize that something I believed is not true. And sometimes feel like we as humans know nothing at all. I no longer feel excited about life.... Continue Reading →
