You may think I am strong, but I am not.
It is only the Lord’s Spirit that keeps me going.
But I get caught in my own places of darkness more often than not.

My mom passed away in October. I am not okay with that, but there is nothing I can do about it. I feel so lost at times. I still have the thought of picking up the phone to call her.
The remembrance that she is not here hurts every time.

If I have ever given any of you, my friends, the impression that I don’t care enough about you, I am sorry.  It is the last feeling in the world that I would wish upon anyone. I am just having a hard time now. I don’t know how long it will last.